Baby Girl Your Gone.........

Sara is d_p_r_s_e_. What is SO new about that? Because she is turning into something she is not. Going through the same thoughts in my mind. Different things, places, situations. Nothing is new its just differnt.

Going back to SOMETHING before.
keeping everything to myself and I MEAN EVERY SINGLE THING.

VULNERABLE that's what I'm becoming and I HATE THAT. So just as a warning to whomever if you ask all you will get is an "Okie Dokie Pokie and a great big smile". On the outside that's how I want to be looked at. Just do that for me were better off, because i rather be wasting time on who ever else than explaining bad thoughts or internal pain i might be going through.

So lets stick through the positive and leave the negative part about me with me.



Note* that does not mean I am not greatful to those who have done so much for me.
thanks. You saw a part of me I DO NOT LET PEOPLE EVER SEE.