HERE WE ARE !

workworkwork FUN though.

ALL YOU WARPED TOUR ATTENDES

CHECK SOME OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS ON THE SMARTPUNK STAGE. OF COURSE IF YOU HAVE NEVER HEARD OF THEM THEN WHY NOT GO CHECK THEM OUT AND YOU WILL FALL IN LOVE. HERE IS THE LINE UP FOR THE SMARTPUNK STAGE THIS YEAR WITH WHICH DATES THEY WILL BE ON ALSO:

RunnerRunner 8/23

Valencia 7/24-8/23

Senses Fail Whole Tour

LoveHateHero 8/15-8/22

Forever the Sickest Kids 7/22-7/27

A Skylit Drive Whole Tour

Cash Cash 7/24- 8/23

Breathe Carolina Whole Tour

Every Avenue 7/24-8/23

The White Tie Affair Whole Tour

There For Tomorrow Whole Tour

Dear in the Headlights 6/26-7/23

Breathe Electric 7/30

Jeffree Star 6/26-7/23

Dance Gavin Dance 6/26-7/23

Vanna 7/18-7/21

The Goodnight Anthem 7/17

Hit The Lights Whole Tour

A Rocket to the Moon 6/26-7/16

NeverShoutNever 7/31-8/9

Ocean is Theory 7/28-7/29

CUT IT OUT.

I want to like something that cannot be liked.
I want to feel something that cannot be felt.
I want to see something that cannot be seen.
I want to love something that cannot be loved.
I want to learn what cannot be taught.
I want to have everything in grasp even if it cannot be held..


I want to be simple, but I'm mentally complicated.
I want to express my emotions, but I'm to good at hiding them.
I want to stop crying, but there is so many tears to still be shed.
I want to stop feeling alone, when I'm REALLY NOT alone.
I want to stop feeling sorry for myself, when there is nothing to be sorry about.
I want to know the future, and completely forget about the past.
I want to LIVE in the present, but i can't handle it.
I want to live my life, but I'm tied down by the "american traditions".
I want to feel more, instead of always feeling less.

If this breakdown could...
If this song could...
If this lyric could...
If this guitar solo could...
If this lightening could...
If this rain could...
If this thunder could...
If this sigh could...
If this slow rocking could...
If this movement could...
If this beat could...

SSSSSSSSSPPPPPPPPPEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAKKKKKKKKKKK


Something has gotten me unnerved and not feeling LIKE me. I have no sense in thought today. I felt like I was floating. I cannot even being to think.. maybe that its way to much thinking time, BUT that's always it. IM BORED with thoughts; its the same shit different days or different shit same day.

THIS THAT THESE AND THOSE MY WHO WHAT WHEN WHY AND HOW BECAUSE IT WAS WASNT DID DIDNT WONT DONT COULDNT HAVE BEEN SHOULD HAVE DONE WHAT THE FUCK........

If It Ever Felt So Real.

define:Dream a series of mental images and emotions occurring during sleep; "I had a dream about you last night"....

Exactly if something so imaginative ever felt so real you were entrapped in them last night. While my mind if set on him, but my heart STILL is set on you WHY WHY WHY are you still creeping your way back through. When REALLY I'm 100% OVER YOU. But last night that dream make me miss what WAS, but not him physically. Those kisses felt so real, those touches felt so soft, those words were so heartfelt, those feelings felt right. Being your girl and you being my boy only felt true. The last time I ever felt something was the one before you that brought out the best and hide to worst from everyone else. When I woke up, I just realized it was just my dream. Just my mind fucking with my emotions? Why do the two of you have to fight that battle inside of me. Running away from that just to find it again around every inch of every broken crack.

Two fallen stars.....Breaking me down so softly....

Don't Let Them See You Cry....

Underneath this extraordinary woman lies a web of a dark past and still a dark present.... with the future looking like an eclipse sun. The ring of fire that revolves around her is so powerful and can attract and decimate you in a single second. Waiting for someone to unlock that inner trust love and soul hidden in her highest of high towers. Many have tried, but that dragon of emotions blocks all attempts, if there was ever a BRAVE soul to get past all the levels of difficulty then they would find the prize was well worth the wait. Maybe they would see what I see a beautiful, talented, hard working, caring, and loving young woman. That with time and the back up of some solid people in her life she will enhance herself even more. Maybe they will see everything good and bad that I love about her. Don't worry baby girl, I'm not going anywhere. One day you will get EVERY single thing your heart desires. Just remember before you can love anyone else you must truly be in love with yourself 100% mind body and soul. Get those evil thoughts from your past, those people that have hurt you the most and like FULLY let them go, have a clear head and not clouded. So when you take a breath it will be clean, crisp, enlightening, hopeful, and just a fresh new everything.



I love you.

You Drive Me Crazy...

So here we are again, back in that SAME point, with the SAME feelings, with the SAME investment, and with the SAME out come. At some point one should get so tired will all the mess and you THINK you can avoid it, but you always find your way back. Damn you little asshole you got my mind and thoughts wrapped around it and I can't stand it. I cannot stand not knowing or guessing it might be mega wrong or semi right. Body language can be misinterpreted its the works of a what might or might not be. It is beyond annoying and stressful, but deep down I kinda know what it is because it is always the SAME variables.


I'm the type for not this cause you're always looking for that. That something will always diss, but your always going back. Back to what you want to want, but you don't pursue cause your always trying to keep the image and make me the invisible.

-sidenote- the last three lines all from the mind



EDIT: i knew it just knew it. it never is, but always for the other.

Was so alive, but now so lost

Every day is a step closer to that one day. Just can't help to think that it just started 16 years ago. 16 years of learning, adapting, and just having the same routine. You also find yourself wondering, what if all this is worth it. Will I get the job based on my desire to put my all into it, or because they take a look a piece of paper that shows how you progressed and digress. Those grades, those numbers, or really nothing on that paper TRULY explains what knowledge that person has in that field. College is just a higher education in a specific field, some people that didn't go still have the best education that doesn't have a $50,000 bill to it. Life teaches you way more than a professor, TA, or an adviser would ever.

You just realize that, its nice to have gotten taught these other things, but in reality its up to the person soaking it all in to put it to good use. It doesn't matter what letter grade you get, a job doesnt grade you by letters, it grades you by the hard work you put in and always doing a good job.


Some say its the 4 years of getting you prepared for the real world, really its just four more years of busting your ass, trying not to let yourself down, not trying to let your parents down, stressing out, growing up, finding yourself, and just really delaying the inevitable................. that day is coming up soon. With each passing day the crisis in the world really makes you wonder was it a wise decision because it COULD get better then it would be all worth it or it could all get worse and everything you worked for in that time was for nothing. You could have been out doing something for yourself.


You just got to keep it positive, but that's so very hard to do with the different variables surrounding us. Plus life is never that easy, but it looks just so easy for some other people. CROSSING FINGERS and HOPING that something always has a happy ending in the non fantasy world.