You Drive Me Crazy...

So here we are again, back in that SAME point, with the SAME feelings, with the SAME investment, and with the SAME out come. At some point one should get so tired will all the mess and you THINK you can avoid it, but you always find your way back. Damn you little asshole you got my mind and thoughts wrapped around it and I can't stand it. I cannot stand not knowing or guessing it might be mega wrong or semi right. Body language can be misinterpreted its the works of a what might or might not be. It is beyond annoying and stressful, but deep down I kinda know what it is because it is always the SAME variables.


I'm the type for not this cause you're always looking for that. That something will always diss, but your always going back. Back to what you want to want, but you don't pursue cause your always trying to keep the image and make me the invisible.

-sidenote- the last three lines all from the mind



EDIT: i knew it just knew it. it never is, but always for the other.