Hope the end is well worth waiting for.......

Two posts in one day.. I'm aggravated with something... I'M SOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSO ANNOYED WITH SOMETHING!! Please don't ask me what it is cause the answer will be a flat out I DON'T KNOW. These headaches haven't gone away in a month, this stress is building more and more. Maybe its the fact that tomorrow school starts and I'm not going to be there. It just reiterates the I'm a failure.


I just can't get past that phrase or that thought it repeats in my head

Sara you a failure Sara you a failure Sara you a failure Sara you a failure Sara you a failure Sara you a failure Sara you a failure Sara you a failure Sara you a failure Sara you a failure Sara you a failure Sara you a failure Sara you a failure Sara you a failure Sara you a failure Sara you a failure Sara you a failure Sara you a failure Sara you a failure Sara you a failure Sara you a failure Sara you a failure Sara you a failure Sara you a failure Sara you a failure



All I have to keep telling myself is once Nov. hits everything is going to be alright . The tears that run down your face since a month ago will go away. THAT THIS SITUATION WAS NOT THE END OF THE WORLD IT DIDN'T COME CLOSE TO IT. That starting in spring you'll be back on track, then you have summer and fall and your a college graduate. SOMETHING YOU SHOULD BE PROUD OF.

But no right now I'm cold, I've lost that spark inside of me. I'm dead to myself. So many things left and right.

I'm an inch away................. with nothing to reach out to grab me out of it.