Wake Up

Yesterday I learned from someone pretending everything is alright, just makes you even more "depressed". I never opened up to someone like I did ever.It really doesn't matter how long you have known people, what matters is all the memories and experiences you have had with them.

I'm hard headed and try to put on a strong face, but yesterday you broke me down and its what I really needed. Johnny Aivi and You (Tiffany) have been there for me through this "rough" time.

I still need some work to break me everything that has my mind in chains and save my soul thats locked somewhere deep.

Thanks I really appreciate it everything and the support in times where
I just want to rot in a hole.



I was also reading all my blogs and there really isn't anything "good" it kind of like negative energy its how I feel. HELL thats why its a blog.


Querido Dios,
Por favor ayúdeme por esta batalla dentro de mí.
Finalmente muéstreme el lado bueno de la vida.





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finally narrowed it down where I would like to get
"too weird to live too rare to die" tattoo
across both my wrist or on my shoulders.

and sooner or later I'm going to get this



artist Miss Van


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